This is all I've got

Took the kids in for pictures, ended up spending too much money on their cute faces but poor Landon's last professional photos were at 5 months.

I am still not feeling up to blogging although I am drastically less sick with baby #4 than I have been with any of my kido's. I am at that really unfun stage of is she fat or is she pregnant not enjoying it. I finally got my AIM insurance approved so I get to see a Doctor this week and hopefully hear a heart beat or even get an ultrasound. I have really really good days that quite honestly scare the crap out of me and I worry that something is wrong and then I get nauseated and feel a little better about things. It still isn't going to feel real until I hear and see this little person.

My family has been through a lot these last couple months but mostly weeks.....not to explain too much but I feel for my parents....cant imagine what it would be like to have a child turn away from all that they have been taught is true. Mostly I pray for my parents hearts that they can mend. Our little family is doing pretty good otherwise. I am 100% sure that we need a house to rent come December when our lease is up. I HATE not having a yard so I am sure we will be moving again but just in town. Samantha is all signed up for school, I can't wait for her to start she is making me a little crazy with all the I am board this isn't fun talk. People keep asking if I am sad she is starting kinder and NO I am not, this little girl has been ready for school for years and has been in preschool for years. I love her but she NEEDS school so we both stay sane and loving toward each other. Landon is talking, like full understandable sentiences and I LOVE it!!!